Lonely...

To the glistening Java Sea, I surrender my soul...

Sail... sail away from the sorrow to the light...

Behind the bright blue sky, lies a serene greeneries...

Somewehere between the clouds...

Life is weird. Just when you want it to treat you nicely, it turns around and destroys your whole world. And when you wish for it to fall apart, it builds itself high up. When you started to walk away from it, it will chase you. But when you turn around and follow, it pushes you away.

All I know is that sometimes some things are not meant to be questioned....
Sometimes some questions don't have answers...

I'm a Wounded Soul

I am a wounded soul

But you’re not the one

For the revenge…

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I wish you understand…

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I’m just an ordinary woman

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So used to pain,

But don’t want to hurt anyone

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Especially you....

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You are the new colours

That I have in life,

Because your smile

Bring laughter in me...

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I am just a wounded soul...

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So, when you offer me your love,

I only have one to ask...

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Will you keep me safe...?

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If not.....

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Don’t love me.......

[from me to you.... Chris]

When the day isn't MY day...

I’m staring blankly to my laptop screen. I don’t know what to do. “This is not my day”, that’s what I thought. Everything is a mess today. I woke up this morning with a spirit to spend the whole day in a very optimistic way. But then, that was what I thought I’m gonna do. The fact is… I opened my mailbox and there it is… laying there… an email from one of the research participants. All of the sudden, out of the blue, withdraw his participation in my research. GREAT!!! I’ve been waiting and waiting and delaying the deadline and delaying the deadline again… and now what I got? [sigh…] A bloody withdrawal!!!A withdrawal without any specific reasons. I felt like brain was in between frozen and exploding. That hurts!